Sometimes we start to lose faith, in those moments we think that no one loves us when they do, they care about us too. It's just your head messing with you. It's like saying "I'm depressed" but you're really not. it's just that you keep saying is that your brain starts believing it. Most of the time it's you losing faith. Which is completely normal and everyone in their life will once feel that way. That's why people often decide to end life way too soon. They don't know it's only going to last some time. It's going to be hard of course but it will soon have to come to an end, and when it does you will feel free and you will be able to enjoy life the way you are supposed to.
hope that helps.