My mom does a lot for me, she is like every mom who picks up stuff from school for me and works so I can have a good life. But, every single day she tells me that I am ugly and fat, once in the mall she was walking with me and my sister, she stopped and turned around and told me "You will not walk with me because I don't want people thinking I have a fat girl as a daughter" and those words keep repeating over and over in my head all the time. When I was younger I thought the girls who face this problem were being dramatic until I experienced it myself. It hurts, there are many days where she makes pig faces and says "you are useless." Today, she told me a hundred times how ugly and fat I am and how she wished she never had me. She never once apologized. My mom does buy me stuff so I am confused if this is normal because I have always been treated like this. I have never talked to anyone about this. All she ever talked about was how I looked and even when I got straight A's all she would ever say is "ok" and she goes back to my weight. I cry myself to sleep because I think it is just me and that I am overly sensitive and what she is saying is not even that deep. I am so confused, I want to explode and tell the world and tell my aunts who don't even know this is happening because my mom always says what I do wrong but never says what she says to me. What should I do? Please help me.