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To be honest, I am not the best.
Lately, I feel like everything's been a test.
On edge 24/7
wondering what's going to happen
I know I'm not the protagonist of your stories.
I'm not even my own.
Lately, school has felt like my only home.
Have you ever made a mistake you regret?
Think about it over and over again.
I often can't sleep at night,
Thoughts keep me sitting up straight.
I really just want to cover them all in paint.
Yet my mind gets fuller it seems
So full i can't even begin to read
It keeps my anxiety awake 24/7
At least me and him have something in common.
I can read a chapter book perfectly fine.
But the second i look at the wall
I lose time, and i start to fall
My mind is a cage,
I happen to be a bird.
I often can't speak up,
Not even a word.
I want to let people in,
But there's another deep within.
I gotta let him out,
He has been here for years.
Fear just made a room,
Out of my own tears.
I cant open the door,
No one can come in here.
I'm just scared to open the door,
Is that me or fear of talking?
I don't know anymore.
Yet again, I must remind myself.
I have to be honest,
You must all forgive me.
But I am trying to be the best I could be.
I'm not just a person,
I'm my own human being.
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