I don’t really know what kind of push you mean but this is what i would write based on my understanding
Everyday I procrastinate and have no motivation, this causes nothing but failure. Recently, I looked over everything, and realized I was failing most of my classes. I didn’t think my grades would get this bad but they did. I needed to do something about it because the thought of failing the grade made me want to cry. I couldn’t live this way anymore so I started paying attention, setting goals, prioritizing what’s really important and having a good mindset about things. It took some time, but eventually everything was good again. Sometimes priorities can slip and you need to push yourself through it to get yourself straight.