have some inspiration from my life:
when i was 11 i came out to my mom in u fricking bUrLiNgToN store and i cried a LOT u dont even know dude.
she was somewhat accepting until i told her i had a girlfriend. she took away all my electronics so im pretty sure my gf thinks i ghosted her and i REALLY HATE MySeLf for that. there isnt a day where i dont think about her.
i shut down and i stopped talking at sKoOl and that gave kids the chance to come at me with their sCaRy words. also to do other things which are like super personal butttttttttt yeah.
then i read my sister's journal and she ignored me because of it. shes ignoring me still and im 13 now. its been 2 years since weve talked. and guess what WE ShARe the same room. its pretty awkward and miserable.
when i was 12 i started to find coping mechanisms which were killing me slowly. i got a bit of help from a kid at school and he told me that drawing sometimes helps him so i tried it. my mom took all my sketch books away after that so my only way of surviving was to cry . a. lot. literally everyday (its everyday bro (EWWwWWWWw no one likes logan paul okokokk)). then at one point i was like : ight imma head out ive had enough and i tried to do something sPoOpY and liek almost AHHHHHHH ya know?
sorry im so frickin awkward
im 13 now. we'll see how my future turns out.
go make ur songgggggggg now
maybe ill try to make songs too. i guess it could help?