Answer:
im sorry, im sorry that i failed to communicate to u, im sorry for disapointing u, im sorry for everything, Me looking back at it i made a stupid dececion that will cost me a lot, but im willing to pay as long as it keeps me with u, ur my everything and i- i ruiened tonight by a lot, i made a stupid decesion and its all my fault, i wasnt trying to hurt u i was only trying to love u, and thats alli ever want to do i jus want u to smile, i want everything we talk abt to count and i only want u to be happy no matter how much it kills me to put a smile on ur face ill do whatever it takes bc ur smiles at the most warming and wellcoming feature (besides ur personality) tonight was a mess up, i should of told u, i failed u, and i cant sleep knowing that u hate me, i cant sleep knowing i disapointed u i cant sleep without knowing ur happy, i want whats best for u alex if u say that life without me would make u smile the most then no matter how much it kills me to watch u leave, ill stand my ground and let u go, if u tell me that i need to work on myself bc im crazy and bad then ill work on myself, alex if u where abt to get hit by a bus id jump out and push u away and take ur place, id take a bullet to my brain, id drain every last drop of my blood for you, id die so slow for you, if i could take all ur pain away and carry on with all that pain jus so u could be happy.... im so sorry
Step-by-step explanation: bc I love you