Inferred you are referring to the story "Everyday use" by Alice Walker.
Answer:
She felt guilty and discouraged.
Step-by-step explanation:
In the flashback, the mum recalls the sad incident in which she had to rescue a single child while the other child suffered as a result of the fire that burned the house.
This gives us an insight into the lovely character of the mum; one who would risk her all for her children.