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It was some years ago when all of a sudden my grades went down and I was not even in top fifteen. My self respect dropped down and I no longer felt confident about anything. I felt as though everything ended and I would no longer be worthy enough to do anything.
I needed motivation then. However, all I got were more depressing remarks and interrogations that made me feel even low about myself. Every friend would ask me my marks and smile sarcastically. I was out of my friend circle then. I wasn't topper enough to walk with them anymore. That was something I hadn't experienced before. I fulfilled nobody's expectations and went my self image degraded even more.
I wae failing in tests. That made my parents more conscious. They would ask me if something was wrong and if I had something suppressed inside me. However, they slowly got blended to the situation and no more asked me. Perhaps, they knew that I wasn't worth their expectations anymore. My teachers got used to my marks, my friends and my parents too did. I needed friends to talk to but found no ears to reach.
It was then that an