Answer: I wished I had a friendship that made me feel like I'm normal and feel like my emotions do matter if I had that I would feel like they cared for me and that I don't need to worry about feeling like an outcast because being an outcast is the worst feeling in the world it makes you feel like your an alien and you need to be just like them but when you are with friends that actually care for you it makes you feel like your the coolest person on the planet.
Explanation: I explained a little on my awnser so I don't need to explain myself further. * i hoped my awnser helped*