Last year 2022. I have always treated my friends poorly verbally, bc I was getting a inflated ego around others I cared about. Everytime they would make a joke I would think of it as stu pid, and try to correct them on that "we are teens, we should stop making these ignorant childish jokes" After that I had a lot of arguments with them. And our relations aren't the best. And it was after that I exploded, and told them how I felt about them.
They were my besties. That was before I was working out.
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