Final answer:
Janet believes she needs to repent for her role in the suffering of others and her own selfishness, aligning with option c). She shows love and charity in her actions despite deceit and internal conflict.
Step-by-step explanation:
Based on the provided excerpts, the closest answer to what Janet feels she needs to repent of is c) Janet believes she needs to repent for her role in the suffering of others and her own selfishness.
Janet believes she needs to repent for her role in the suffering of others and her own selfishness, aligning with option c). She shows love and charity in her actions despite deceit and internal conflict.
Janet appears to be conflicted because, despite the deceit involved in her actions, she was acting out of love and helping others, as indicated by her lack of desire for forgiveness for this specific deceit and her joy in softening the hatred between her people and the Gentiles.
Furthermore, her reflections suggest that, at the core of her beliefs, love and the divine command to 'Love your enemies as yourself!' outweigh her errors, blindness, and the perceived wrongness in her churchmen and religion.