Living is a great thing and there's rough days just how there's happy and great days...having you in this world some how is a happiness why bc u might make someone happy or make them smile just by seeing that u exist....some people wont even show it but they do care idk what's going on in your life and I don't know you but I do know Someone love you and would like to have u by them and it would hurt a lot of people, if u try something that u might even regret, people care about you I care about you even if idk u please don't try anything that you might regret in the future❤️