I just wanna sleep eternally, I don't have hope. I just want to be ok. I just want to not have to sit in silence alone. I really wish it weren't so quiet in this crowd…

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I just wanna sleep eternally, I don't have hope.

I just want to be ok.
I just want to not have to sit in silence alone.

I really wish it weren't so quiet in this crowded room.
My mind keeps me occupied but even then,
It still won't give me what I need.

Not what I need but what I want?
It's selfish, I'm selfish.

My dogs bark and yell. Shouting insults for all i've done.
My Family screams louder, up in my face.

One word i took to heart? Dissapointment.
Why should i try anymore if i don't get anything out of it.
Why does everything need a reward?

Where would the fun be without one?
It's like doing something good and not be thanked.

Is it over?
Not for a long time.
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Created by me. Rant post-ish. 50/50 Assignment related so don't report.
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