When you close your eyes, what do you see? Can you visualize any images? Or see nothing at all?
Before closing your eyes, read this:
Step one: close your eyes and try to picture an apple. Anywhere, any color, just an apple.
Step two: Maybe the apple changes color. Can you make it do that?
Step three: Can you change the setting of the area it is in?
Step three: open your eyes. Did you kinda see it, see nothing, or see it so well you felt like you could reach out and touch it?
Do it before you continue reading.
I didn't. I saw nothing at all. Just black. Darkness. Nothingness. I know what things are supposed to look like, but I can't visualize it in my head.
But the thing is, when I close and rub my eyes really hard, I can see strange things and most of the time, it's like I'm in space. A black sky with white sparkles all around. Except I'm in a tunnel and every second I stay like that I get closer and closer until it's just that black sparkly sky.
What's wrong with me...?