I felt like I was in control over my feelings or over reality. What I am trying to say is that I thought that I could control my feelings caring what people thought about me. But, I was wrong. A certain event happened in my life that I'd rather not mention, but it changed how I thought about myself and also how I thought towards others. After this certain event happened in my life my feelings started to be too uncontrollable. But with the help of my parents and Jesus I started to feel more in controll over my feelings than ever.