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Say your sorry. I know how you are L337T0ky0. You don't want to hurt people in your tornado so you push them away. If he/she really was a true friend, they will forgive you. If they don't than they weren't a true friend. He/she might take awhile to see why. But, they should eventual. You think that making people not care about you will help. You need to except that people will always care. No matter what you do. There will always be one person. You need to except there help. You need to.
And all that stuff you read is a bunch of bs. It's not the right way. If it's that one guy you talk about. The one that gives you life. I know they will. They sound like some one that will. Stay strong.