Answer:
One time I was talking to a friend, whom I had been very bitter towards because she had stopped talking to me.
It was just the fact that she - my absolute best friend in the whole world; she became a stranger. A distant somebody. A close nobody? I don't know either.
Anyways. I was listening to her gibber incessantly about her life and realized how shallow and selfish she was - never talking about anything but herself and disregarding all other opinions.
I think I became more uncomfortable over time. I was taught to be kind and friends with all,
to be kind,